I have been exploring my inner self from quite good time (Last 2-3 months). It's completely new journey altogether. A jounery of extreme difficulties that I have never experienced. It is the jounrey of cutting the moving rope and tying with fresh and new rope which is much modified, compared to the past. My woke ups changed. Hobbies changed. Dreams changed, life style changed and totally the way I'm looking at the things changed. Initially, I was wounded by surroundings. I thought I can take some deep breathes, guided confidence and move on. But, from there on words the petals of new explorations about life, aspirations, skills, thinking and many are opened. I experienced deep inner thinking, deep inner thought fighting, deep mental observation and so on.
It was all started with the way surroundings reacted with me in the month of April. Things suddenly started moving in almost reverse direction on my path. I have to look deep in to the wound. I have to deeply think about the on going things. I have to deeply keep my self active about the surroundings. In the process, I started realizing my own self. My confidence. My exact state in the surroundings. My thoguht process towards day to day things . I have met the people I never thought of. I have experienced the thought process I never thought of. I experienced the fears I never thought of. On the positive side, I started moving towards Almighty god Jesus Christ. I started reading Holy Bible. I started getting solutions to the problems that we generally think, we don't have an answer. I started looking real things. I started spending time with mom. I started getting counseled by Rev.Fathers, people of personality development, people of good wisdom. And, I started reading great books with great concentration and with great zeal to learn. I started conquering inner fears, inner weaknesses. Above all it's God's call and intention to change the path and to keep us in ACTUAL direction that he wanted to.
It was all started with the way surroundings reacted with me in the month of April. Things suddenly started moving in almost reverse direction on my path. I have to look deep in to the wound. I have to deeply think about the on going things. I have to deeply keep my self active about the surroundings. In the process, I started realizing my own self. My confidence. My exact state in the surroundings. My thoguht process towards day to day things . I have met the people I never thought of. I have experienced the thought process I never thought of. I experienced the fears I never thought of. On the positive side, I started moving towards Almighty god Jesus Christ. I started reading Holy Bible. I started getting solutions to the problems that we generally think, we don't have an answer. I started looking real things. I started spending time with mom. I started getting counseled by Rev.Fathers, people of personality development, people of good wisdom. And, I started reading great books with great concentration and with great zeal to learn. I started conquering inner fears, inner weaknesses. Above all it's God's call and intention to change the path and to keep us in ACTUAL direction that he wanted to.
